Didn’t realize going to a Christian college would completely put my faith into question, but it definitely has.
I finally stuck up to my mom about pressuring me to get married all the time. Getting married won’t change the commit my boyfriend and I have for each other. I am so sick of people (esp. Christians) judging me about it. It’s about the relationship NOT the title!
Being in a group project with him just goes to show how amazing he truly is. love, love, love him so much!
I dont remember the last time I hurt this much
My world is collapsing on itself. I want to die.
I wish people would understand depression a little bit better so I don’t sound like a complete asshole.
Having a really hard time with self harm. Why can’t I just be normal?
I get a few days off to just enjoy life, eat, and shop. Oh yes. :)
I really hate being a jealous person.
I just want everything to speed up. I hate “being in the moment.” I need some help….
oh emotions! I wish I could just drop kick you buggers.
and I feel like I have no one to go to or hang out with….I don’t know why.
Tuesdays are the very worst. I wish I could just skip them.
but I really want to get married!!!
I realized the last few posts have been horribly negative. That’s sad. Besides life being really busy right now, I’m actually really happy! :))))